take a deep breath, it's gonna be over soon, 1.5 more day left until the big exam!

Status: brain constipation, felt like it's so constipated and congested that it's not coming out. As i think back, i dont even know what im studying and what i've studied! It just wont come out!

okay, you get the picture.

I'm so stressed!! Some of my friends think that it's comical 'cos i said im stressed yet i still laugh and joke around as if im not. I think that's my 'coping' mechanism. My other coping mechanism is, I forget day to day things. cant remember if i've done this or that. OH no, a sign of ageing! sighhh last but not least, talk nonsense. now i understand how people can go crazy from studying. Quite ironic, you are putting all these knowledge into ur brain which is suppose to make you smarter, yet i become crazy while doing that. Hm..now i dont even understand what im saying anymore! AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Such a good outlet thru blogging without imposing stress on other people!HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Now im laughing without reason. OKay, i should get back to studying and hopefully gain my sanity back later!