hm, trying to get better...as carrots said...well, i am trying to..and i know it takes time and effort. But i've made up my mind that pain is only for a moment. Life's too short. Enjoy life and the journey. Thank God for lifting me up all these while.

What i read..

God is not the author of confusion, but of peace.
1 Corinthians 14:33

Are you confused? Is there something happening in your life right now you dont understand? Or perhaps you're baffled about the way things happened in your past.

Many people today suffer tremendously with confusion, but that was never God's plan. He doesnt cause your confusion- He wants to stop it.

He doesnt want you to try to figure out everything that happens in you life. He knows what is going on and why and He is in control.

That means you dont have to worry and live in confusion. It almost sounds too easy, but you can have total freedom from the torment of confusion just by refusing the temptation to figure things out. So trust God to take care of everything that concerns you and enjoy a peaceful, happy life.

Oh yeh, that's definitely hard for me but not impossible. It all comes down to knowing who God really is and how much He loves us. I've known this statement all these while, since young i should say, but now at this moment, God is testing me if i had really known and He's proving to me that He is who He promises to be.