cant comprehend what's happening..all i know is..these few days i hv been hearing bout ppl getting sick and ppl dying..

- a fren's mum which has cancer just found out recently that the cancer spreads..
- my grandma(father's side) is now very very ill..cant talk and cant recognize anyone..might not see her anymore when i go back end of the year
- cousin's diagnosed with kidney stone..good thing it's a mild one..
- fren's cousin has a hole in the heart and hav to undergo surgery...
- cousin's relative died in a car accident
-friend's dad died in a hit and run accident during finals week
- friend's friend underwent surgery..heart problem...condition not good..

never had i heard so many illnesses and deaths in my circle of friends and relatives before....life's so fragile.. these made me ponder upon my own life....what if im to die suddenly..i guess i would be extremely sad leaving my beloved family and friends behind..but my worst fear is standing in front of God and not having done my best with what He has given me while im here on earth..not spreading the good news...going through my life in ignorance of others and things that's important....sth like unfinished business...